Whereby I Point the Smoking Car Gun Toward My Head and Pull the Trigger
April 22, 2006 at 9:58 pm (L.A., The Office)
And bubbles come out! Haha, Got You! Really, though, get this: It wasn't a belt that had slipped loose. It was the water pump. and the timing belt. and the thermostat. and about five other things, ringing up a grand total of… fourteen hundred dollars. That's $1400. One thousand, four hundred smackers. In case you didn't hear me, I'll tell you once more that the repairs for my car cost one four zero zero. 1400. At least I saved money on gas by getting rides to and from work all week. I will need those pennies to buy myself food, as my bank account is now sadly much emptier than it was last week at this time.
I make it sound bad for dramatic effect, but in truth this hasn't been much of a hardship at all, and for that I'm extremely thankful. I've gotten rides to work, my dad helped me foot the bill (although I still forked over a healthy chunk myself, mind you), and I'm so relieved that I was close to work when it happened. In any case, it is humbling to realize that although I may think of myself as totally independent, in truth I rely on people a lot. And yet, realizing that those people are there to help, are happy to help, that I have that support system, is liberating. It's a pretty amazing paradox, I think. So maybe it's good to fall a little sometimes, just so we can feel the safety net that is right there, ready to catch us, and we can be grateful.


